I just wanted to drop in and say I have not forgotten my blog.
I have been going through a very deep depression.
I did not realize just how bad it had gotten until I nearly lost my job this week.
Monday I even scared myself to the point I thought I don't want to be here anymore.
I am seeing a therapist and I have a doctor appointment scheduled to maybe change my anxiety medication and seek further help.
Last year was an extremely terrible year + moving and resulted in a breakdown of my overall health and well being.
I know it was for the best, but my own Father took from me the only place in the world that I have felt safe and loved. As my wonderful therapist pointed out I am grieving what I left and lost even thought the change was for the best.
The real crap part is that my Dad moved out from Granny's about two weeks after I did.
If you can please spare a few prayers for me I would greatly appreciate it!
I will keep you posted.
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